Monday, February 1, 2016


I'm not the only one who loves sunset.I think everyone does , but I'm addicted to it.Sunset is like a magic hour to me..and evening sky always be my fav.Langit senja di sore hari? salah satu hal yang paling aku suka.Senja kemarin , senja hari ini , senja esok hari , belum tentu sama..dan belum tentu kita masih bisa melihat senja itu lagi...Begitu juga dengan cerita di balik setiap senja.Salah satu alasan kenapa aku suka senja adalah Karena setiap senja selalu punya cerita.Selalu ada cerita tak terlupakan dari warna oranye langit yang sedang indah indahnya itu.Aku suka..selalu suka rasa yang diberikan suasana senja.Selalu membuat rindu , dan dengan siapa kita menikmati senja itu adalah hal yang tak boleh dilupakan..

Here..some memories that I have.Mungkin sampai saat ini , waktu itu adalah senja sampai melihat matahari terbenam yang memberi rasa terbaik.(alaaay) Aku gak tau apa memang matahari waktu itu lagi bagus bagusnya atau karena dengan siapa aku menikmatinya :p


Friday, January 22, 2016


When I was a child..I always thought about being a teenager , a teenager at age 17-18 years old. Wonder how will it feels like.What I will do....what I want to be.... but..all I think was only the fun and I expect a fairytale like some books that I always read those happily ever after.I dream and imagine a lot of things.Now I am  18 years old.It's not a fantasy nor a fairytale.Being a teenager is not like what I've thought when I was a child.This is 'A time for choosing'.Yes choosing.I've to make some decision.Which it's not easy.Takut salah langkah , takut salah pilih.Banyak ketakutan ketakutan yang gak penting , tapi nyatanya memang ada.I think dreams are a trigger so we move forward.I just need to be careful of it.My days , my future , they might seem scary at times.. I'm just trying my best now , to be a better person and to have a better personal each day.For  the good of everythings..
Walaupun kadang , seketika samar.

Saturday, December 12, 2015


Have you ever missed someone so much and really often?
Like almost everyday?
This shit happens to me.There is one person...that I miss everyday , almost everyday.
You know how it feels ? when there is a moment , when you miss someone so much that 
you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real? It's sucks.
This one person is really...... annoying , actually.
But I miss him , like almost everyday.

Thursday, July 19, 2012


By: Zarry Hendrik

Apa yang tidak hidup terkadang memberi kehidupan.
Ia bergerak seperti angin mengangkat air lautan,
Ia bergerak seperti angin mengajak daun menari,
Ia bergerak seperti angin menyapu debu jalanan,
Namun inilah hidup,
Kumpulan langkah langkah kecil yang membawa mimpi menjadi kenyataan,
Langkah langkah kecil yang kau kuatkan.
Suatu hari,
aku percaya,aku akan menjadi 'aku' yang kau impikan.
Puncak sebenarnya hanyalah dasar di ketinggian seperti tiada air di dalam hidup kecuali kematian.
Maka biarlah lepas emas dari tanganku,asal tidak kamu dari hatiku.
Tetaplah disisiku,jangan menjauh.
Sebab cinta itu baik didekatkan.
Saksikanlah tetes demi tetes keringatku yang jatuh ketanah,
seperti nganga mulut anak kecil yang melihat sinar jatuh dari langit.
Pelukmu itu menguatkan.
Demi pelukmu juga,
Aku berjuang.

Kelak,saat mimpi telah nyata di rumah kita,
dan dengan senyum rohku terlepas dari tubuhnya,
tetap selamanya aku dihatimu.

Oleh karena kau tetap ada disisiku,
Dsaat mimpi ada ditanganku,
Kaulah yang paling istimewa,

Friday, April 29, 2011

this is the poem that sukdeng make for me :( huaaaaaaa.wah dia buat mcm 5minit sjak,tere eh :(

you happy I happy
you sad I sad
you being hurt I help
I just beg you don't forget me

think about what have we do
and how we meet
think about me and you
just miss me if you do

thank you for your help and always
thank you for your words that make me glad
thank you for your smile when I am down
just think about me when you miss

sorry about what we have do that make us unhappy
sorry about what we hurt about other's feelings
just you hardworking about your dream

friend forever I wish
follow your dream
and we will meet again
when we won,when we sucess.

thank youuuu,

see why good things always happen just like in a minute?why good things change easily?WHY?if I can play back time , I would do

Saturday, April 23, 2011

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life." 
 Bob Marley


Sunday, April 10, 2011

I think this conversation is so sweet! :) there is two child sitting under the tree while drawing an eiffel on a pieces of paper.maybe it was summer,because there is so many flowers fall.

her:do you have a dream?


her:yesterday,in my class my teacher says everybody have a dream and we must make that dream to be reality.

him:do you have a dream?

her:I have so many dream.I want to be a stewardess and kingdom princess.

him:it is impossible.

her:my teacher says there is nothing impossible in this world,but the dream that I want the most is I'm married,like my mom and dad,I want a good husband like my dad and I'd proposed@dilamar like in the television,we'll have 10 children and I was called mom.

him:who will be your husband?

her:I dont know,but I want to have a good husband and says 'I love you' to me everyday,then we live happily :)

him:is that the most you want?

her:yes,how about you?what's your dream?

him:I dont know!!!

her:why you dont know!if we dont have a dream we must make,make a what you want  now?

him:I want to make your dreams become a reality.

her:yeah,which my dreams you want make it to be a reality?

him:the last dreams that you tell.

her:*thinking*promise ya?

him:yes promise.